Adjusting is such an odd thing. As much as I'd like to think I'm not affected by where I am, that I'm the same everywhere - can anyone really be the same everywhere? Coming back, can I be london Adrienne or should I be New York Adrienne? Do I even remember what New York Adrienne is? Not that I didn't love being in London, I did - it was a great experience that I don't regret for one second, and I would do it again (maybe a little differently). Being back is great, seeing all my friends is great, but I have to remember the New York Adrienne - the one that was used to having friends around and going to dinner and calling everyone, but it's weird because I'm still in the London mindset, just get a meal and be alone. Wow that sounds kind of sad.
Bottom line is I learned how to be alone and completely independent in London. In a generally good way. Now my situation has changed. It's not like that here. I have opportunities to do all sorts of other things and be around my friends while I do it. It's great to be in the city, but how long until I can get the rest of me back?
I just want to be carefree and happy at this point! Damnit!